This bean rice is also excellent.
Somehow, you're exaggerating it.
But where did you... learn all these dishes?
Is it from "Mother's Taste"?
Hmm...
It may be quite different from my mother's cook.
As it was passed on through her for a decade.
While making my own style, I forgot my mother's way of cooking these.
So this is...
...exactly your taste.
Right.
I'll call a taxi for you.
Please...
...do not call for today.
I'm sorry. Thank you.
Well then.
Go safely.
I'm leaving now.
The sky is blue.
On days when there are no clouds, there is nowhere to hide,
so I feel uncomfortable.
There are no human beings who don't have secrets.
Some parts are visible...
...while some parts are not.
Front face...
...and back face.
If you try to look behind,
you can't see the front.
But if you look at the front,
you can't see the back.
There is always...
...a back and front in one's story.
good morning, good morning.
(Dr. Tomoyuki Takahashi)
(53 missed calls)
- Kanzaki-san. - Yes, Doctor?
This has been for 27 days since it has become generic.
I understand. I'll go over it again.
How are you?
Yes...
Are you feeling tired today?
I'm sorry.
The hospital is crowded on Saturdays, isn't it?
Because many patients are waiting for you,
I think you're really busy all day.
No, it's just as usual.
Doing psychiatric tests is served through reservation of patients.
Is that so?
However, Director Utsugi was indeed very serious.
- From internal medicine? - Yes.
I heard a voice saying, "I hope you get well" endlessly.
What kind of person is Utsugi-sensei?
I have never been to the internal medicine department of the Hanaori clinic.
It's the reputation even for a female doctor who is easy to talk and has a good looks.
Actually, I have not talked so much. I just greeted him.
Is that so?
I thought that he was your long-time friend.
So I wonder if you, Takahashi-sensei was also from Yokohama.
No. I just came...
to work by chance.
Right!
Sensei, would you like to see this together with me?
Today, I went to a rental video store before I came back to the hall.
Sensei, you like Marilyn Monroe, right?
"Seventh Year Affair".
How about this?
Ah.
I'm sorry about that.
You must be tired.
Well...
Sensei,
do you know the secret of the sexy nature of Monroe Walk?
That is... she's wearing those...
...with different heights on the left and right heels!
Then,
you have to move your hips to get the balance.
It seems that she had put on hard-to-wear shoes purposely.
Even though she's a big star,
it's nice to have a cute and friendly image.
Isn't it right?
I think...
...that there is a scary expression in her eyes.
Scared?
In the face...
...of the perfect Marilyn Monroe.
However,
in a moment,
she returned as Norma Jean.
Her eyes is that of a girl who's scared...
...and seeks love from her parents.
That is her back face.
Yes. This is Takahashi.
Yes. I'm going to see you from now...
Wait. Let's calm down. Let's calm down. Okay? Let's calm down. Okay?
- Okay? Okay? - What happened?
You will be discharged soon.
I'm not a supposed to be in a place like this!
Calm down! Please calm down.
There are many more people... Light... I want to be in the place where there's light!
I'm just on vacation now. Please calm down.
- Are you all right? - Let's go back.
I will forget it soon...
I will soon forget everyone!
Hey, I want to hurry up and go! I have to go!
I understood. Let's go together. Okay? Together.
- Are you sure about that!? - Let's go together.
Let's go together.
Psychoanalyst Ralph Greenson.
- Wow! It's cute! - You look good with that.
You are getting along with me well, isn't it?
Of course, it's a celebration of your discharge.
This is too cute.
Please wear this for a moment.
This one?
Japanese-made Marilyn...?
Yes.
- Delicious? - Yes.
It's delicious.
I~ love it!
Marilyn Monroe's impersonator,
Marilyn Kawahara, has become a popular comedian.
"If you think that it does not affect you recently,"
"then catch that figure who'll go to the hospital in Yokohama city!"
"From her plump figure and charming style of acting shown on TV,"
"it can not be imagined..."
"Apparently,"
"she seems to be suffering from a mental illness."
Hospital in Yokohama...
Heart disease...
Look at this.
Oh. You look cute.
Marilyn Monroe's impersonator...
I just want to be loved by you.
It's only you. Pu-ppu-pi-du.
Gentlemen say they like blondes, but they don't seem to like it!
All the men say this to me.
What do you want?
You know what? Girls are friends with diamonds.
I really love diamonds!
Takahashi-sensei.
Hello.
Ah! Hirai-san! Welcome.
It's starting to get cold.
Yes. You're right.
Oh?
You were reading something rare.
"Weekly Saturday".
This...
...is my magazine, isn't it?
Oh? This is...
Marilyn Monroe...
had a psychoanalyst exclusively for her.
Even though...
...any doctor did not help her well,
In the end, Greenson...
...is the one whom she trusted very much.
It was written that they were beyond the boundaries of a psychiatrist...
...and as a patient.
Yes.
So how did that happen?
I don't understand it.
- Sensei... - Yes?
- Thank you. - Okay.
It's getting really cold.
Kyoko-san...
Ah.
Well... It really is.
That is...
It seems that you have forgotten this all this time.
Ah.
This is my patient's ring.
I was so discouraged...
...that the chain was removed, so I promised myself to repair this.
It was saved.
Is that so? Well...
What's wrong? Huh?
Are you hungry? Is that so...? Eh?
Let's go. Come on.
Yosh! I'll put you here.
Wait for a minute, okay?
Sensei, today's dish is pot-au-feu and gratin.
Would you like it?
Yes. It's my favorite!
Sensei...
When you are alone in Yokohama, do you eat proper meals?
It's only a few days but it looks like you've been a little lost.
What about it? If you talk about it, it's a food that you may be surprised.
When you're in Hanaori,
would you come and visit us every day?
No. Kyoko-san, you have a job to do.
We'll get tired of seeing each other every day.
It's just how I feel.
Is that so?
Hey.
The receiver can not answer the phone right now.
I was working all day and couldn't leave.
Did you have something?
Can't I just contact you without having something?
Ah. You must wait for a long time.
I'm sorry. I got a call from my sister.
- We talked for a long time... - Your sister? Is she okay?
It's just a blunder.
Welcome.
And hot, please. Yes, sir. Welcome.
And hot, please. Yes, sir.
My niece... got married.
Is that so? Congratuations for her.
What do you want?
I'm a partner lawyer. Though I'm a bit older than her.
I said I was 39. And I'm pretty great at it.
It's not that great.
My sister and niece said, "It's a ball. Well done!", like me.
I also talked at a wedding, also, she's a pretty good girl.
It's not good at all.
That is...
...she was actually a stupid one.
Oh dear.
When I was out of my house, I said, " I haven't heard it. I was tricked. I got divorced."
No more fuss!
I feel sorry for you.
I am 39 years old who's still on good condition,
but I wondered why I was left alone.
I was so relieved that I got suspicious that there might be something behind.
It's better to say that it's a lie.
Aren't you being forgiven for what you've hidden?
Is that so?
I don't think it's such a bad thing though.
Do you lie or hide things...
...in order for you to be able to think well?
If you show your true self, you will be hated.
It's about the other party who thinks something he or she really likes.
It's not strange.
Here you go.
It's all about if you are not prepared to accept the truth,
you should not ask.
Ready to accept the truth?
Generally, if I do not have the ability to bear the facts,
I will pretend that I don't know anything.
You may get divorced if you will confront him.
So don't ask from the beginning. That will do.
Yasuyo-san is a very interesting person.
She's always fine and she thinks optimistically.
She is the one who recommended me to go to you.
Is that so?
Would you...
...like me to introduce you to Yasuyo-san next time?
I'm not convinced with Yasuyo-san.
But...
I don't want to meet other people in this town other than you, Kyoko-san.
I just...
In this world, only one person is fine.
I want somebody to know our relationship.
That's what I think.
I have no desire...
...that I want someone to know this relationship.
Do I need to teach people one by one?
I'm sorry but,
I can't understand what you're feeling right now.
In the future,
I can't be able to stay close with you.
Today,
I found this one.
"Today my mother was in bad mood again."
"It's always something that I don't really like."
"Today, I realized that she will not allow me..."
"...to be happy."
"I feel like I won't be able to do whatever I want."
"This is what I always say for myself."
"But, when I'm looking forward to it,"
"I am always in a bad mood."
"That's why, you were left by my father."
It's terrible.
This is... my diary when I was a junior high school student.
I had written here...
...my anger and frustration with my mother every day.
I wasn't the kind of person who could fight directly,
so I released my stress and frustrations this way.
I...
...felt overwhelmed for my mother's existence.
I wanted to kill her...
...then I'll commit suicide.
Before committing suicide,
I'll leave behind a suicide note that I committed suicide...
...and I completely rejects...
...my mother's existence.
There was a time that I thought of such thing.
I heard it for the first time.
Why you didn't talk about that during the consultation?
Because...
...I don't want you to know that she's a terrible woman.
I was sorry for all this time.
It's okay... No need to be sorry.
I didn't want to hide our relationship or something like that.
I just want you to understand.
Truly...
Yes.
I will turn off the lights.
I was 26 at that time...
...when I got married with my previous wife.
She was originally mentally unstable.
It became clear...
...after she gave birth to our child.
She was nervous about being a parent...
...and she became depressed.
She went to the hospital...
...and her condition improved gradually.
However,
our quarreling has not stopped at all.
Then, one day,
she said she had liked someone.
Then,
most of the time I spent with her...
...makes me remember...
...that almost all of those were just painful.
But,
I still have...
...a one happy memory.
I took my 6-year-old kid...
...and my wife...
...to a ferry.
And we had...
...a family trip...
...to Hatsuhanajima.
It was fun.
I held my belly and laughed...
We were playful.
It was like we're just a normal family.
- Papa. come here fast. - Hurry. Hurry.
Though my wife and my child...
...complained about some mistakes from our trip,
they just laughed it off.
During the trip,
she said something at once.
She stared at the lush sea...
...and said, "What happens if I drop this child into the sea like this?"
I thought that why would a woman say something horrible like that.
However,
I have somehow...
...been fascinated...
...by that word for some reason.
There is neither...
...a precursor nor a chance to know it.
I started to dream...
...that I would hold my child...
...and jump into that sea.
I have to save my children.
Even if I think so,
I don't know what to do.
The story you told me during your consultation...
About the story of a man who fell from Eiger North Wall...
...and has been suspended in the air for two years.
I was surprised.
It was very similar...
...to me who's in the sea.
I...
...got scared about that.
Someday,
I am...
By using these hands...
I wonder if I'm going to sink someone I love to the bottom of the sea.
If we will be together, you are...
Sensei...
It might drag you to the bottom of the sea.
There no absoutely such thing like that.
Besides,
even with you, Sensei...
Even if it's to the bottom of the sea...
...I will still go and join with you.
You have just talk to me anything.
Did you dislike...
...a horrible woman?
I also feel that way.
Please go safely.
I'll go now.
Why are you making some noise?
Eh?
What's wrong?
"Do you like me?"
There is always a back and front in one's story.
What's in the front and what's on the back...
...depends...
...on the place where...
...the person stands.
I can not answer the phone right now.
The phone you called is out of reach. It does not work because the receiver's cellphone is off.
Excuse me...
Is there something...
...like an accident or a diamond break on the way?
No, particularly.
Now is the last.
Is that so?
There is always a back and front in one's story.
You can't see the front and back simultaneously,
if... you try to look at it at the same time.
If you look over the table and turn it over,
there will always be a back part of it.
I will wait for hours.
I really want to see Dr. Takahashi by all means today.
It's very difficult to have consultation with him for a while.
He is taking a rest for the meantime.
A rest?
So, I'm sorry about that.
Where did he go? When did he decided that?
Is it... convenient for Takahashi-sensei?
Takahashi-sensei has quit on working starting today.
He quit?
What do you mean by that?
Why?
More than this... I'm sorry. We need to start the medical tests.
He come here last Saturday, right?
After returning to Yokohama on Sunday?
It may be rude and difficult to say this, but please refrain from sticking with the doctor.
If it's for medical treatment, we will correspond through your concerns.
Please just go...
...back for today.
- Is she Dr. Takahashi's patient? - Yes.
We have more patients recently. Especially with regards to psychiatry.
She had a special feeling unilaterally for Dr. Takahashi who have supported her all this time.
What do you mean?
It's not funny at all.
I have no contact number of him.
Hey, Shima?
Tobi? You're looking for the e-mail, right?
What do you mean?
I wanted to settle my relationship with him.
What are you saying right now...!
This is Yokohama Midori Medical Center, Psychiatry Department.
I want to ask for a consultation right now, but Takahashi...
But I want it to be Doctor Takahashi.
Are you referring to Doctor Takahashi here?
Yes. Can I come next Monday there?
- Yes. - Can I come there?
Yes.
Do you have a letter of appointment?
Ah. Yes.
The reservation has been filled up, so if it's a new patient will ask it, you may wait for a long time.
I can wait! I can wait! Any time will do.
Yes.
My name is Yukimura.
Thank you.
Is the first time you visited this hospital?
Yes. And I want to seek consultation from Doctor Takahashi.
We will call you when your turn comes, so please wait for a while.
Takahashi-sensei is here, right?
Eh?
He's the part-timer, Doctor Tomoyuki Takahashi, right?
There is only one doctor named Takahashi in our hospital.
I understand.
Please wait here and fill this form first.
Please take care of yourself.
- Patient no. 4, you may now come inside. - Yes, coming.
Patient no. 10, you may now come inside.
Yes, coming.
Thank you.
Patient no. 12, you may now come inside.
Yes, coming.
Thank you for waiting.
I am Doctor Takahashi who's responsible for your medical examination today.
What's wrong?
No way.
You're not him.
Yes?
Who...
...are you?